Entry: chop suey Saturday, September 11, 2004



"for u"
staind

to my mother, to my father
it's ur son or it's ur daughter
r my screams loud enough for u to hear me?
should i turn this up for u?

i sit here locked inside my head
remembering everything u've said
this silence gets us nowhwere
gets us nowhere way too fast!

the silence is what kills me
i need someone here to help me
but u dont kno how to listen
and let me make my decisions

cuz i sit here locked inside my head
remembering everything u've said
the silence gets us nowhere!
gets us nowhere to fast!

all ur insults and ur curses
make me feel like im not a person
and i feel like i am nothing
but u made me so do something
cuz i'm fucked up bcuz u r
need attention, attention u cudn't giv


"breaking the habit"
linkin park

memories consume
like opening the wound
i'm picking me apart again
u all assume
i'm safe here in my room
unless i try to start again

i dont want to be the one
the battles always choose
cuz inside i realize
that i'm the one confused

i dont kno wut's worth fighting for
or y i hav to scream
i dont kno y i instigate
and say wut i don't mean
i dont kno how i got this way
i kno it's not alright
so i'm breaking the habit
i'm breaking the habit
tonight

clutching my cure
i tightly lock the door
i try to catch my breath again
i hurt much more
than anytime before
i had no options left again


"we're not gonna take it"
bif naked

oh we're not gonna take it
no, we ain't gonna take it
oh we're not gonna take it anymore

oh u're so condescending
ur gall is never ending
we don't want nothin, not a thing from u
ur life is trite and jaded
boring and confiscated
if that's ur best, ur best won't do

oh...
oh...
we're right
yeah
we're free
yeah
we'll fight
yeah
u'll see
yeah

oh we're not gonna take it
no, we ain't gonna take it
oh we're not gonna take it anymore

oh we're not gonna take it
no, we ain't gonna take it
oh we're not gonna take it anymore
no way!



"how come"
d12

i dont even feel the same love wen we hug no more

"autobiography"
ashlee simpson

i walked a thousand miles while everyone was asleep
nobody's really seen my million subtleties

got stains on my t-shirt and i'm the biggest flirt
right now i'm solo, but that will be changing eventually, oh
got bruises on my heart and sometimes i get dark
if u want my auto, want my autobiography
baby, just ask me

i hear u talking
well, it's my turn now
i'm talking back
look in my eyes
so u can see just where i'm at

i walked a thousand miles to find one river of peace
id walk a million more to find wut this shit means



"ape dos mil"
glassjaw

i walk around with my horns out now
but it's not easy to kno

i'm...
i'm going under

u cant trust a man who's a governor
ape cant trust man
u cant trust a man with a gun at all
ape cant trust man

how can u heal?
if u don't ease back the blame?
knoing u're right, wont u heal?



"killing time"
joss stone

u better stop wut u're doing
before u do it all wrong again
u better stop wut u're doing
before u do it all wrong again

i kno i may be young
and kno nothing of this world
oh Lord, it's been long
in its coming
i dont care if my words sound absurd
ur play wont play this time

u better stop wut u're doing
before u do it all wrong again
u better stop wut u're doing
before u do it all wrong again

cant get it out of my mind
cant u see that i'm not blind
i can see wut u're doing
stop what u're doing
wut will it take for u to recognize ur mistake
i was counting on u but now i kno yr just a first class fool

u better stop wut u're doing
before u do it all wrong again
u better stop wut u're doing
before u do it all wrong again

stop wut u're doing
before u do it all wrong again
u hav to get it right this time
before it gets all out of hand



"the game"
disturbed

it doesnt really seem
i'm getting thru to u
tho i see u weeping so sweetly
i think that u might
hav to take another taste
a little bit of hell this time

rah! rah!
lie to me!
rah! rah!
lie to me!

is she not right?
is she insane?
will she now run for her life
in the battle that ends this day?
is she not right?!
is she insane?!
will she now run for her life?
now that she lied to me!



"i turn to u"
christina aguilera

wen i lose the will to win
i just reach for u
and  can reach the sky again
i can do anything
cuz ur love is so amazing
cuz ur love inspires me
and wen i need a friend
u're always on my side
giving me faith
taking me thru the night
for a shield from the storm
for a friend, for a love
to keep me safe and warm
i turn to you
for the strength to be strong
for the will to carry on
for everything u do
for everything that's true
i turn to u
for the arms to be my shelter
thru all the rain
for truth that will never change
for someone to lean on
for a heart i can rely on through anything
for that one i can run to...



"all i really want"
alanis morissette

do i stress u out?
my sweater is on backwards and inside out
and u say how appropriate
i dont want to dissect everything today
i dont mean to pick u apart, u see
but i cant help it
there i go, jumping before the gunshot has gone off
slap me with a splintered ruler
and it wud knock me to the floor, if i wasn't there already
if only i cud hunt the hunter

and all i really want is some patience
a way to calm the angry voice
and all i really want is deliverance
do  wear u out?
u must wonder y i'm so relentless and all strung out


"at least i kno i'm a sinner"
atreyu

lift up a stone and u will find him
cherish the beauty in the world around us
not in buildings or crosses made by man
judge me, fuck u, stop playing God
ur forked tongue prophecies
carelessly caressing the wounds of the weak
people like u should be crucified
then maybe just maybe u wud hav an idea
of wut u r talking about



"vanishing"
a perfect cirlce

disappear
disappear
higher
higher
into the air
slowly disappear
no, no longer here

disappear
disappear
thinner, thinner
into the air

never really here
wut that never
like a thought brushing up against a sigh
floating away


"wut u r"
audioslave

and wen u wanted me
i came to u
and wen u wanted
someone else
i withdrew
and when u asked for light
i set myself on fire
and if i go far away i kno
u'll find another slave

cuz now i'm free from wut u want
now i'm free from wut u need
now i'm free from wut u r

and wen u wanted blood
i cut my veins
and when u wanted love
i bled myself again
now that i've had my fill of u
i'll giv u up forever
and here i go, far away


"fall to pieces"
avril lavigne

if i had my way
i'd never get over u
today's the day
i pray that we make it thru

make it thru the fall
make it thru it all

and i dont wanna fall to pieces
i just want to sit and stare at u
i dont want to talk about it
and i dont want a conversation
i just wanna cry in front of u
i don't want to talk about it
cuz i'm in love with u


"down with the sickness"
disturbed

dont do it, u're hurting me
y did u hav to be such a bitch
y dont u
y dont u fuck off and die
y cant u just fuck off and die
y cant u just leave here and die
never stick your hand in my face again bitch
FUCK U
i don't need this shit
u stupid, sadistic, abusive fucking whore



"desperate"
distillers

this is the lie, this is the lie
that u promised to me

yeah yeah yeah
yeah i'm desperate
i'm going back again
yeah i'm desperate
i'm going back again


"my world"
avril lavigne

take some time
mellow out
party up
but dont fall down
dont get caught
sneak out of the house


i wonder if ppl think "gee she hasnt done nething wrong in a while... lets look for sumthin she did 8 months ago and ground her for it"

 

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