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linkin park memories consume like opening the wound im picking me apart again u all assume im safe here in my room unless i try to start again i dont want to be the one the battles always choose cuz inside i realize that im the one confused i dont kno wut's worth fighting for or y i hav to scream i dont kno y i instigate and say wut i dont mean i dont kno how i got this way i kno it's not alright so im breaking the habit im breaking the habit tonight clutching my cure i tightly lock the door i try to catch my breath again i hurt much more than netime before i had no options left again i dont want to be the one the battles always choose cuz inside i realize that im the one confused i dont kno wut's worth fighting for or y i hav to scream i dont kno y i instigate and say wut i dont mean i dont kno how i got this way i'll never be alright so, im breaking the habit im breaking the habit tonight i'll paint it on the walls cuz im the one at fault i'll never fight again and this is how it ends i dont kno wut's worth fighting for or y i hav to scream but now i hav some clarity to show u wut i mean i dont kno how i got this way i'll never be alright nik is wrong... linkin park is awesum lol...
yesterday i had a pretty bad day... but than i talked to nik which naturally put me in a better mood lol... i miss him so much lol nik"i miss ya babyy!" then andy wrote me a wicked cute song (it wowed me lol andy) which put me in an even better mood... i cant wait to hear it! then i talked to rach about her adventerous night and added on with nik and andy i was now like overly happy... lmao ima loser... so wut?
rach came and visited me after school today... gotta love her lol (wakin up at freakin 2! of course she came after everybody left... but o well lol... i was talkin to this girl gabby today in computer... apparently our guys hav a lot in common lmao... we were exchangin our interesting stories of eachother and she was surprised to hear some of them cuz she thought i was a "straight edge" kinda gal... o well i surprise a lot of people lmao. she seems pretty chill tho... my dads tryin to plan this last minute trip to newhere to leave friday with him, lori, the kids, and i... i was on the computer all day today lookin for different things that we cud possibly do... but than lori came home and decided she didnt wanna go nemore... lmao ook wut a waste of day lol... im tired... my eyes hurt... wut else is new... schools wearin me out man... *kisses* <3teeny |
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