Entry: "breaking the habit" Wednesday, September 01, 2004



"breaking the habit"
linkin park

memories consume
like opening the
wound
im picking me  apart  again
u all assume
im safe here in my room
unless i try to start again


i dont want to be the one
the battles always choose
cuz inside i realize
that im the one confused

i dont kno wut's worth fighting for
or y i hav to scream
i dont kno y i instigate
and say wut i dont mean

i dont kno how i got this way
i kno it's not alright
so im breaking the habit
im breaking the habit
tonight

clutching my cure
i tightly lock the door
i try to catch my breath again
i hurt much more
than netime before

i had no options left again

i dont want to be the one
the battles always choose

cuz inside i realize
that im the one confused

i dont kno wut's worth fighting for
or y i hav to scream
i dont kno y i instigate
and say wut i dont mean
i dont kno how i got this way
i'll never be alright
so, im breaking the habit
im breaking the habit
tonight

i'll paint it on the walls
cuz im the one at fault
i'll never fight again
and this is how it ends

i dont kno wut's worth fighting for
or y i hav to scream
but now i hav some clarity
to show u wut i mean
i dont kno how i got this way
i'll never be alright

nik is wrong... linkin park is awesum lol...

yesterday i had a pretty bad day... but than i talked to nik which naturally put me in a better mood lol... i miss him so much lol nik"i miss ya babyy!" then andy wrote me a wicked cute song (it wowed me lol andy) which put me in an even better mood... i cant wait to hear it! then i talked to rach about her adventerous night and added on with nik and andy i was now like overly happy... lmao ima loser... so wut?
rach came and visited me after school today... gotta love her lol (wakin up at freakin 2! of course she came after everybody left... but o well lol...
i was talkin to this girl gabby today in computer... apparently our guys hav a lot in common lmao... we were exchangin our interesting stories of eachother and she was surprised to hear some of them cuz she thought i was a "straight edge" kinda gal... o well i surprise a lot of people lmao. she seems pretty chill tho...
my dads tryin to plan this last minute trip to newhere to leave friday with him, lori, the kids, and i... i was on the computer all day today lookin for different things that we cud possibly do... but than lori came home and decided she didnt wanna go nemore... lmao ook wut a waste of day lol...
im tired... my eyes hurt... wut else is new... schools wearin me out man...
*kisses*
<3teeny

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